Starting a family at 17.

You saved me.

When you hear Teenage pregnancy, you must think all negatives, but its not. It was the best thing to happen to me, my little boy saved me, and i want to tell you why,

Before i met my husband, everything got to much for me, i didn’t really see the point, i managed to get a new job but got sacked for my anxiety. I wouldn’t go out far, i didn’t want to speak to anybody, i was scared of everything. But when i met Thorran, he made me feel so wanted, we had something i never had before, we would spend days just laying in bed, nothing else seemed to matter, things did get a little much after a while, and we did split up for a short period of time. I found out i was pregnant during this time and he supported me all the way through, yes some blips but knowing i had that little boy inside me, i never felt alone.

Telling people was always going to be hard, especially my family, i won’t lie they wasn’t jumping for joy, but once they realised it was happening, they was all excited. Friends, followers, some people had a lot of negativity to say, i still can tweet ‘georgia marshall pregnant’ and see that. People didn’t think we could do it, they thought we would mess it up, and my our child up. The pregnancy got really stressful with people saying stuff, threatening me and my unborn child.

Once he was born, my world flipped. He was gorgeous, i didn’t need anything or anyone else but him, its a whole different kind of love, i didn’t feel no pain, i was overdue, tired and about to have my waters broke- but he decided to make an appearance just before that happened, it was so fast, painless and just the most amazing feeling. i just couldn’t wait for him to be in my arms. The next few days we spent in hospital due to having Strep b. We had such a good bond. I got a little depressed when we finally moved into my home, and we had a stressful time due to our relationship. But looking at Kaylen always got me through the bad thoughts, it was just me and him for a while, he was my best friend and my rock- a newborn baby was the only thing keeping me going. It didn’t take long for our relationship to be fixed though.. And that’s when our relationship got serious…